I never knew how competitive moms could be until I became one myself.
From feeding choices, to daycare, career choices, and sleeping methods, moms constantly compare their child or parenting choices to others. Most do it unintentionally and are probably unaware that they’re comparing. But still, it happens often.
The moment will come when a mother has to make one of the biggest decisions in motherhood-one that has moms of today divided into two categories: being a stay-at-home-mom or a working mom. Some are able to do both (more power to you!), but most moms are not able to. But with whatever decision you decide, don’t let anyone make you feel bad about your decision. Moms already deal with enough stress, so we should be uplifting one another instead of making each other feel bad for whatever reason.
I’ve talked about how some moms sometimes feel a sense of self loss at times. It can get lonely. Staying home with an infant all day and feeling out of touch with “life out there.” Or maybe you had to go back to work and now you’re feeling mommy guilt because other moms have it “easy” and are able to stay at home with baby (which isn’t easy at all, by the way!). Whichever you are, you should not feel bad for making a decision that another mom doesn’t agree with. And what’s with the term full-time mom? We’re all full-time moms, the way I see it… I hate that term…
Anyway, it has been a rough couple of days. Enough coffee could not help with the physical and emotional exhaustion I’m feeling right now. Exhausted because my baby is teething and hasn’t been sleeping well, and also because I have recently gone back to teaching online part-time. Although I get to stay home with my 3-month old infant, I sometimes second guess my decision to go back to work.
Is it too soon? Am I crazy? How will I manage everything?
I’m grateful to have a career where I can do both-stay home with baby and work, but I won’t lie and say it’s easy. I don’t know how long I will be able to do it but for now, I’m enjoy the little moments. I get to see him grow and reach every milestone.
“Sometimes the strength of motherhood is greater than natural laws.”
Keep doing you. No matter what, do what’s best for you. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. And if your friends are making you feel bad about your parenting decisions, get you some new supportive friends!